Album : Pretty Perfect
Released : 2007 (Non-Commercial)
Label : MSS Vision (US) , Green Ozone (India)
Tracks :

(1) Ask Me
(Watch Video)
(2) Who Am I ?
(3) Judith
(4) In Your Heart
(Watch Video)
(5) Don't Run Away From You
(6) You Are Who You Are
(Watch Video)
(7) With
(8) Heart Break Her


Producer : Brian D’Souza

Videos : Ask Me - Director - Rixon Lewis / Producer - Brian D’Souza
In Your Heart - Director / Producer -
Brian D’Souza
You Are Who You Are - Director -
Kevin D'Souza / Producer - Brian D’Souza

Lyrics & Artwork : Brian D’Souza


 

Pretty Perfect - Brian D'Souza Album Lyrics

Ask Me

I won't take your time
It's something you can't get back     
Hey were you ever mine ?
It's a question I'm waiting for you to ask me  

Ask Me
Waiting for you to ask me  

Open up your eyes
Life is worth a new beginning
Wake up inside
The life ahead is better than the one you left behind.

Won't take your time
It's something you can't get back     
Hey were you ever mine ?
It's a question I'm waiting for you to ask me  

Ask Me
Waiting for you to ask me 

 

Who Am I ?
(Instrumental)

 

Judith

It seems like yesterday
No regrets,  my heart would say
Even if I wanted to...
Judith, if you only knew

The way I feel inside
I cut back, on all my pride
Four eyes, different views
Still one heart, without a clue
  
Well what’s the story now ?
The page is turned too far
Searching for words to say
You look the other way
Not a single word from you
Someone better, someone new
Lost in the last kiss with you
One heart, without a clue.

In Your Heart

When you feel , there is no tomorrow
Faith will find, the strength within your heart
If this world, fails to understand you
Just look ahead, You know who you are .

Chorus :
Today, Hurt is all that pains you
Tomorrow, Peace is what awaits you.
Someday , you will find it in your heart.

Today, Hate is all that drains you.
Tomorrow, Love is what awaits you
Someday, you will find it in your heart.

If you feel, your trapped beyond reason
Hope will break the chains around your heart
Time will change you , without your permission
The choice you make, defines who you are.

 

Don't Run Away From You

Deep inside
The moment last forever
Deep inside
Don't you feel it in your heart
Don't ask why
Reasons are not answers
To question this broken heart

Sometimes I feel it
Sometimes I let it go
Sometimes I hide myself
From this world I know
Still searching for a reason
A heart with no feeling
Don't runaway from you

Deep inside
The moment last forever
Deep inside
Don't you feel it in your heart
Don't ask why
Reasons are not answers
To question this heart.

 

You Are Who You Are

Broken hearts
Empty words
Open wounds
Different fear

We are living in a world we don't know
You keep acting like someone you  know

You are who you are
You are ...

Broken hearts
Empty words
Open wounds      
Different fear

You are who you are
You are who you are
We are living in a world we don't know
You keep acting like someone you  know

You are

 

Heart Break Her
(Instrumental)

With

With This
With Her
With Their
With Them
With Who ?
With What ?
With

With Them
With What You are...

With His
With Her

With Their
With Them
With Who
With What
With
Within
With Something
With You
With Me
With...

 

All Lyrics Composed & Written by Brian D'Souza © 2007

 

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BEHIND THE MUSIC

"Pretty Perfect" is an album that took me 365 days to Write, Record, Produce and Release. You will discover a huge contrast in terms of music from what I had been doing for the past 10 years with my band Dementra as compared to what you will hear on this album today. As a musician there were way too many influences from so many genres, that it was not possible to experiment with too many genres of music, it just doesn't fit into the theme frame. EMA Award Winners - Dementra parted ways after 10 long years and that led to me into experimenting with many more genres of music that I had left untouched for a while. Being a part of a big experience like Dementra, and enjoying the success that followed was more than an musical experience & journey. But every artist has their own story to tell, their own emotions and feelings to vent out and that for me could only be done best in and with a solo effort, which was personal to the core. They say that there is no need for an artist to discuss his music, but I think it is only fair that people know & understand what they are listening to, relating to the music is more meaningful at this level when understood from the viewpoint of the artist.

"Pretty Perfect" is an album relating to personal past experiences. It's deep music which relates to human emotion , expression & relationships. We are created Perfect in the eyes of God, it's human behaviour that has given the word "pretty" an ugly appearance. 8 deep hitting songs with 8 official video's, that will sure set you thinking. I can best describe the music on this album as acoustica meets electronica greets the industrial pop in a melodic rock manner – that’s what this album is all about. It's not metal, It's not hard heavy rock - it's just a pure melodic outburst across different genres of music.

"Pretty Perfect" is a non-commercial music album released by Green Ozone in India, and the videos have officially been launched by MSS Vision (USA) throughout the world . It was very important for me to work with people I could trust, as far as my music was concerned. Being a debut release, and alot of energy, money and effort being put into this album, I wanted to make sure it benefits the people listening to it in some form or the other. I have never considered music to be a profession, but it will forever be a passion. Music is something special to me, putting it to the right use is what I intended to do with it. There was a great demand for the music on a demo disc in the European & US markets where I circulated it - getting signed onto a video label was not difficult, getting signed to label that understood and supported what I wanted to do with my music was most important to me. MSS Vision supported me a 100 % and signed me on, without hesitation. This album has been worked very hard upon this past year afterwork hours and the end result is what you see & hear today...piracy can destroy all that effort in a single download. Once you think about the money, the music loses it's meaning.

BEHIND THE MUSIC (DEEP WITHIN)

Ask Me
Ever wondered why a person you assumed loved you, would do the unthinkable and stab you in the heart, after everything you’ve been through, together  & then react as if nothing ever happened. Sometimes we are left with nothing but a question mark directed towards oneself as to Why people turn into total strangers and do the things they do. “Ask Me”is a song I wrote based on this experience, it’s not how much love, or how much you give or how much money you spend on someone, the saddest part is the time you have wasted, that will never come back….this song puts forth that unanswered question.

 

 
Who Am I ?
A question we often ask ourselves in this big bad world, Self realization after Repentance, In the rat race called humanity, we find ourselves being displayed as another face in the crowd, This Industrial layered song revolves around a self realized identity. Who am I ? –a quick deep industrial mix exhibiting my industrial meets electronica musical influences, the first industrial pop track I ever wrote.

 

Judith
Someone from the present past I cannot forget. Your first Love is something your memory can’t erase simply because it was  something so genuine and true. Judith is a song I wrote about my first love, after we went our own ways. But in the silence of my heart, there was always a voice coaxing me to  go  back to the way things started out with her. After being apart for a long time, I finally met her and it truly felt like the moment I had been waiting for. You want to ask her for a second chance, speak your heart but in silent speech she looks the other way, probably happy with the love of someone else. Sometimes I wish and think of how things could have been if she only knew, that’s what this song is all about.

 

In Your Heart
One Sunday afternoon, my brother (Kevin D’Souza - Ex-Dementra) & I were sitting in our bedroom just talking about old times. Dementra was done with, so the four of us were still accepting the fact that the journey we traveled together for 10 long years was over. We’ve always had so many other influences from different genres of music that we could not do justice to, when in the band, simply because it didn’t  fit what we defined doing so well for so long. One of these genres was a love for Electronic Pop. Kevin plugged in his keyboard and was busy playing some tunes for an hour, when all of a sudden one such tune hit my head. I told him to rearrange it, we put in a new electronica  feel to it and that song turned out to be the song I am writing about today. “In Your Heart”–a song with deep hitting lyrics which speak about hope, faith & a new tomorrow. This heart-felt song instantly  became one of the fastest downloaded tracks on the internet of which, all proceeds received went on to benefit the “Make A Wish Foundation”, an organization dedicated to granting the wishes of terminally ill children all around the world.

 

Don't Run Away from You
When hurt is all you feel and memories stain, you often avoid certain things because they bring back those certain memories you choose not to re-live. Most of the time we forget that Reasons are not answers that can question the heart, and we take off in search of something, when there will always be something you are carrying along with you no matter where you run off to. We think we are running away from the things we fear the most, but what we actually do is run away from ourselves & the ones who love us the most –this is what the song narrates.

 

You Are Who You Are
We often want to be something we’re not, we know we can’t be that whoever we want to be, but what we really don’t know is who we are. We often tend to forget who were are and where we come from, We ignore or try to hide it….but the fact of the matter remains in life people are going to see you for who you really are. A melodic rock ballad I wrote a few months ago, speaks about being who you are, which is perfect the way God made you. Why let something fake turn you into something you are really not. This song also features as one of the songs from artists across the globe supporting the world organization “Peace Not War”and their endeavors for world peace.

Heart Break Her
A song about heartbreak, but the only difference is, it has no words, just wild and crazy guitar riffs with a heavy bass groove. Once again an instrumental layered with an industrial grind. The name says it all, Heart-core and fast break beats transforms this song into a fast track industrial ballad that all industrial rock fans can celebrate and listen to after a heartbreak or after getting ditched by someone who is not worth your tears.

With
"With" is a four letter word that we mostly cannot do without, See “with”follows you in every aspect of form. We are always with someone, be it God, a friend, a family member or a pet or We are with something like a book, mobile or pen. Sometimes you are all alone, but then again if you look at it in another way, You are "with" no one . Content, Contradictive Conjunctions & the Continuances that are attached to the word “With”is what one will relate to, in this song.

Cheers......Rock On.

Brian D'Souza

 


DIGITAL VIDEO RELEASE>>


Music Lovers across India & the world can download all 8 videos from the album for free from GreenOzone.com

Brian makes Indian History by becoming the first Indian Artist to release an English album with 8 official video’s for all songs worldwide through US company MSS Vision.

All Videos produced by Brian D’Souza

Pretty Perfect is a Non-Commercial Music Release.

© 2007